She sat in the church parking lot for ten minutes before going in. Not because she was early — because she was wrestling. Wrestling with a question millions of Christians face but few discuss openly: how does faith intersect with the messy reality of starting a Bible reading habit?

The Bible doesn’t shy away from real-life struggles. It meets us right in the middle — with honesty, compassion, and practical wisdom that has stood the test of thousands of years.

What the Bible Says

Scripture addresses starting a Bible reading habit both directly and through broader principles that apply to every area of life.

Old Testament Perspectives

The Old Testament is remarkably honest about human struggle. The psalms give us permission to bring our rawest emotions to God — including anger, confusion, and despair.

David experienced profound struggles and wrote openly: “How long, Lord? Will you forget me forever?” (Psalm 13:1, NIV). This isn’t a lack of faith — it’s the most authentic kind.

Jesus’ Approach

Jesus consistently moved toward people in pain, not away from them. He didn’t offer platitudes. He offered His presence, compassion, and power.

In John 11, encountering grief at Lazarus’ death, “Jesus wept” (John 11:35). The shortest verse in the Bible carries profound truth: God enters our suffering with us.

Practical Wisdom From the Epistles

Paul, who endured immense suffering, wrote, “We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair” (2 Corinthians 4:8-9, NIV). Honest about the struggle, confident in the outcome.

Biblical Figures Who Faced This

You’re not the first person of faith to deal with starting a Bible reading habit:

Practical Steps Forward

  1. Be honest with God — He can handle your real feelings
  2. Stay connected to community — isolation makes everything harder
  3. Seek professional help when needed — counselors and doctors are not a lack of faith; they’re wisdom
  4. Keep showing up — faith isn’t feeling spiritual; it’s trusting God when you don’t
  5. Take it one day at a time — Jesus said, “Do not worry about tomorrow” (Matthew 6:34)

When Faith and Feelings Clash

One of the hardest parts is the gap between what you believe and what you feel. You believe God is good — but life doesn’t feel good. You believe God is in control — but everything feels chaotic.

That gap is not weak faith. It’s where faith grows. Hebrews 11:1 defines faith as “confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see.” Faith, by definition, operates between what we know and what we feel.

A Word of Hope

Whatever you’re facing, remember: the God of the Bible is not distant from your pain. He is Emmanuel — God with us. Psalm 34:18 promises He is “close to the brokenhearted.” Not close to the put-together. Close to the broken.

You are not alone. You never were.